cold wind/same bed

the hardest part of working at home
is to be in bed all day long.
my bed is small and smells,
it smells as if i have never been anywhere but here.
it's kind of true though, i haven't lifted my butt from bed.
i sit with 2 pillows in my back, sometimes 3, other times i just
put my elbows in the bed to hold the weight of my body,
but still my back hurts.

i've been here since the summer.
when everything was hotter and sweaty.

at least i have money to spend.
more money and less friends. i'm good.